self-ship
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perhaps i have a thing for old men, especially Cool Fun and Good of Heart type old men. i am so bad at describing anything that i love i'm sorry. but there really are no words!! all i can say is that, when i first watched gravity falls, i was like "??? Old guy... hmm". i was in high school then, and didn't think much of it. when i turned 25(!!!) and the gravity falls renaissance occurred, a realization hit me like a freight train:
and that was that!!! well, not really. i was in a pretty terrible place during that time and felt incredibly lonely and lost. funnily enough, me attaching myself onto grunkle stan like a starving leech helped me redirect my feelings of loneliness and gave me someone to smile about. i'm someone who truly thrives in healthy relationships, but have had some pretty wretched luck in the romance department (of which i will not get into because this is my blorbo shrine, not my Life Sucks page. that's somewhere else on this webbed site). yumeshipping has really, really helped me cope with the difficult feelings that come about when it comes to relationships, and has given me a much healthier outlet to literally pour my love and creativity into. i suck at writing i am so sorry. eventually this will get better i promise!!
